So my dad gets my brother in a bad mood, I refuse to spread it to mom -which is hard and I fail sometimes- but she spreads it back to me.
So this friend's parents get him in a insecure mood and this friends starts being weird to me.
So this friend's brother got him sad and mad, don't know who ever might have gotten him depressed.
So this friend gets me sad and mad. I refuse to get my mom and brother equally sad or mad.
MAN
THERE'S JUST SO MUCH FEELS I CAN TAKE IN WITHOUT LETTING NOTHING OUT (hm.... I need to start boxing....)
Depression is indeed contagious
and I'm starting to feel like I'm here in the world just to take all chains of depression and contain it
Because that's the only thing I kind of do well.
I am indeed kinda good in taking people's chain of depression and not spreading it.
I feel peoples feelings, I understand them and try to turn them around, I try to show them different perspectives, I try to show them I really care and I'm not saying things just for the record, I try to make them feel comforted, I try to remember them that Life is more than what they're feeling at that moment.
Yet, I feel I don't have people to do that for me.
I feel like when I need this kind of reassuring no one is there to support me.
I hope I'm not the only one ending chains of depression, or the world is doomed.
