A Goodbye

I just don’t want to make you my whole world anymore.

It’s just too painfull to know that I won’t ever be yours.

So I’ll just stop worrying…

I’ll manage that…. it’ll be hard… but I’m sure I can make it.

I did what I could, that happiness I gave you was the only thing I could do.

I was hoping it could last forever.

but I guess nothing lasts forever….

I was trusting that from now on, with that happiness, you wouldn’d suffer anymore.

I trusted that now you would be okay.

but I was wrong. I can’t really help.

and that is making me crazy.

so I’ll just stop trying.

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I really wanted to be your whole world.

But now I give up, since… since… I know I’ll reach nothing real.

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I won’t stop loving you though.

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that’s  a goodbye.